Thursday, November 26, 2009

this is what I am thankful for













If pictures are a thousand words, then you are probably really tired of reading by now.

I know that I should be thankful everyday, but I have recently starting being all postive again after my month slump of being persnickety about content and getting off my bum and seizing the moment.  Plus, I liked this foto montage, not just because it shows off my vain self, but because it tells a pretty awesome story of my life and the people that have made it grand.

My family is all gathered in Washington or at Grandma's house in Missouri celebrating Thanksgiving.  I am happy for them, and that though is filling me with an unquenchable felicity.  I am very excited to see everyone in LESS THAN 3 WEEKS! but who is counting.  Additionaly but less so, I am also excited to play with a real sized dog, take a hot shower, play with action figures, read a comic book, and talk on my cell phone instead of through a computer.  Plus, it looks like I will actually get to see Kirsten in 2010, maybe even in a few months.

I only have like two projects to complete and one more test to take, then I can take a mental vacation.  I think I am going to go finally see my people in San Jose this weekend for church.  Dru (the lady from Canadia), Rina(lady from Boston), and I are going to see Ashleigh's favorite show CATS on the 12th of December for $40 so that is kind of exciting.

I am going to do my best to take advantage of the time I have left with friends, activities, and the language.  This has been truly wonderful.  God continue to recklessly bless me with a very pampered life, and that is inclding my myriad of insect bites.

See you soon.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Harsh Words and Buffalo Cheese







1. This is me and my friend Noku from South Africa (one of the only people that actually showed up, much less dressed up).
2.This is my Costa Rican Friend Kenneth (he lived in Canadia for a year. I help him with his decent English).  We were gathering mangostan fruits.
3.This is a picture of Arenal volcano from a trip I took with the fourth year students. It was a a little area with pools and hot springs.
4.This is just beautiful.
5.This is one of the cuter sheep from the group that graze on campus every day. I don't ever see anyone put them out or bring them in, but they are in a little temporary fence, so they are probably not magic.  Plus, sometimes I make little clicking noises to them and they come up and let me pet them.



   I am on the verge of getting bitter, and that is no good.  I had an awesome weekend that I will have to write about in my next blog.  However, I am having some difficulties here.  My Animal Reproduction and Lactation teacher is kind of insane.  He is an older guy retiring in December.  I respect that he is set in his ways, but it is more than that.  He will randomly go from making weird/ inappropriate jokes to being stern or yelling.  He gets things mixed up sometimes and then gets frustrated about and takes it out on the closet person.   I mean if he is battling senility, then I feel bad for him, but that is still not alright.
    We just had a room check for cleanliness.  I normally keep my room clean, but I had to clean the dust off the fan, and get the spiderwebs in the corner.  Well, first of all they needed no less than 3 people to check our tiny rooms.  Why in the world do you need more than one two people (and i can only see needing two people for legality reasons of it not just being one person looking in peoples rooms) to check a room!?  Then, they told me it was good, but it was a little disorganized.  Well, it is.  But part of that is because I am actively working on things.  Also, I keep a lot of stuff out because things tend to become covered in mildew, bugs, etc... quickly (especially in dark or covered places).  Having things visible helps me see and try to prevent this.  I have opened a sealed granola bar to have ants pour out here.  I understand that I am living in dorms, but I really resented someone that needed three people to look at a room telling me I needed to order my room.  This stems mainly from the fact that this university is so VERY disorganized.  It felt like a hooker telling me I need to take better care of my body.  I know a lot of things are either cultural or just obscured by a factor I am missing and thus cannot judge adequately, but that rationality does not stop me from being frustrated.
   Two nights ago I had a really great talk with mom and dad in general and about my weekend trip.  We talked for well over an hour.  It was like 11. I was falling asleep, but it was really nice.  Last night I wasted a bunch of time cooking (that ended in failure) and then being trapped by a heavy downpour.  I was so excited to talk to them again (which is pretty awesome), but then frustrated that I was not able.  I have a Frisbee tournament tonight that will go till like 9:45 so I will have to run hoe to call them before 10, and I have to get up before 5a the next day.  Okay, I realize that is just whiny, but that is why I said frustrated, and not  sad, desperate, down trodden, unfortunate, etc...
    Here is something fun.  The school is going to have a 6k (3.6 mile) and a 10k(6 mile) race in two weeks.  The 10k race is a race to the front gate and back.  I want to participate, but I was not sure if I was up to the 10k.  Well, yesterday I ran to the gate and back. It was definitely a work out, but now I know that I still got it.  I will most likely write about my race adventure when it comes.
     Well, I need to go be productive as it is already 11:30a.  Yea buffalo cheese project!

Robbie is constantly on my mind, and she is having a rougher patch right now.  So that weighs on me as well.  She said mom talked her through a dark place yesterday, so go mom.
  

Friday, October 23, 2009

If vanity had a color, it would be red...





















1.Narcissus


2. the sign reads "caution, wild animals in the street"


3.the red face is not from my humungous laugh (Mary jumped in front of me dramatically as the picture was being taken), but the tropic sun


4. the nicest beach we saw in Bocas (the rest were dirty, had rough waves, and no large sandy shore areas)


5. On the boat where we saw dolphins. okay, that was cool






So, I should have called this the whine blog because I feel a whiny deluge coming on, so you should probably skip to the next chapter...




Entonces,


I let this one simmer for like two weeks so that I could objectively whine. And I have been busy/ in a jungle malaise.

I know I have said this before, but the maturity level here is very low. Even among most of the faculty. I often feel like I am at a summer camp run by teenagers. Things are usually late, disorganized, or just non existent.
People tend to treat you like you are dumb or not worth their time if you don't speak the language well. This is a slap in the face because I have probably been guilty of this to people in the States.

It is very beautiful here, but the heat and the humidity and then the hours of heavy deluge do start to wear on you. I will miss the scenery and the sun, but not other aspects of the weather.

I have been eaten and just landed on by so many bugs here. Sometimes they sting, itch, leave sores, welts, reddness, or who knows what.

Part of the frustration is with myself. I took out a $2500 loan to come here and still managed to over extend myself. Some things ended up being more expensive than I thought, and the rest I have no idea where the money went. This and the fact that for the first time in 4+ years I am not working was kind of bothering me. I don't like feeling irresponsible or like I am a burden instead of producer.

I am missing my friends and family more than I thought I would. I was so ready to leave and start my adventure in life at 18 (and what an adventure it has been), but after 3 or 4 years of not really being at home, even for holidays, I am realizing that I took my wonderful family for granted a little bit. Of course, since this summer started, I have been talking to mom and dad more, and I feel that we are closer, even though we are farther apart than ever since Italy.

I only have 39 days left (not that I am counting them down or anything). I am going to try to aprovechar (to take advantage/make the most of) my time left. This means school work, projects, learning Spanish, seeing Costa Rica, visiting friends, etc...

P.S. I am looking forward to eating some pumpkin pie

I am heading to San Jose for a day I will report back later.





Bocas del Toro













1. Me letting my hair down
2. The protest on the dilapidated old border bridge
3. Peanut Butter and Banana sandwich
4. The beauty of Bocas del Toro
5. Awesome red tree frogs
This is going to be a quick dip back into the blogging pool. I have not been blogging because I am busy, but I realized I have been spending plenty of time daydreaming and eating 2 packages of cookies daily (I'm gonna be ff2X4).
Bocas left me with some funny stories, good pictures, and a really acute pain in my lower false ribs. It was dirty, expensive, and generally seedy. I will reserve judgement for the country of Panama, but I won't recommend Bocas to anyone. There were some nice beaches, but they were a hassle and a fair amount of money to reach (Costa Rica beats them there). However, I did go snorkeling over a coral reef, and that was pretty awesome. Well, I'm back.


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Last Day of Setiembre here in Semana Cuarto...














the first foto is from we went to Sagitario's to go dancing, the second two are from this expo fair we went to in Guapiles (it was like a county fair; notice my companions matching hats), and the last two fotos are from the dances I saw and described in my last note.
I should have been posting more regularly. I should have done my homework today. I shoudl have been asleep fo over an hour by now. I am starting to dissappoint myself...
Well life at Universidad EARTH is quite interesting, and plently enjoyable. It seems like a highschool, not a college. Maybe like a boarding school. The people here are super nice and helpful, but kind of immature (that goes for the adults and faculty as well). The courses seem really basic, but since I am learning Spanish, they are quite difficult enough. Also, most people are younger than me (18-19) so I feel even more removed.
I have ridden a horse, palpated a cow's uterus, and sweated enought to literally soak my shirt any time I exert myself here.
I find myself missing my family and friend's more than I thought I would. I have not really clicked with anyone here. They are all veery nice, but even extreme polite/helpfulness is still superficial. I cannot really speak in Spanish like I do in English, so I feel trapped in lower level thinking. I have started to make jokes (that are sometimes well received) in Spanish, so that is nice. After we palpated cows' uteruses in my Animal Reproduciton and Lactation class, I asked if we had to buy them dinner.
To renew my visa, I am going to Panama next Wednesdayish, so that is pretty exciting. I hope to see the canal and some beaches at the least.
I am going to start a project working with making milk and cheese (Mozarrella in particular). I am exicted, but I have been having a difficult time getting started. I am not given any guideline, but then told to redo my report because it does not meet the right specifications. I think I have it finally figured out after several meetings with the profesor and the office of international students (it will be my third rewrite).
We had a BBQ at La Loma where I live with ~13 other guys. It was tasty and fun to get to know my neighbors.
This blog is as jumbled as I feel right now, but at least it is. I plan to do better with everything and be that organized, diligent, dedicated person I so often pretend to be. Goodnight, and God's peace. I'm praying for you, so please feel free to reciprocate for myself and my aunt who is currently battling cancer.


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

The pictures seem like an insult with their inability to capture an iota of the music, the dancing, the energy of the night

The pictures seem like an insult with their inability to capture an iota of the music, the dancing, the energy of the night. I was supposed to go try the Rugby club, but my friend Anyelo told me he wanted to go see his friends’ dance. There is an international symposium on this certain type of tropical fruit being held at the university (or the U as the kids call it), and they had a cultural night featuring the students representation of their countries.

I have been so busy here discovering. And a bit negligent as well. I should have told you about my classes, my language and culture adventures or my experience working the farm and cutting King’s Grass with my machete, but I’m not going as of yet. I am tired and need to go bed so I can get up at 5a tomorrow, but this seems so much more important. I don’t know if my babbling will mean anything without you being able to experience it, but I would feel as if I was depriving you if I did not.

I went from impressed to spellbound in a matter of moments. It was like seeing a truly great piece of art played out before my eyes. All the words I want to use are typically denigrated to the realm of hyperbole or cliché, but I will use them unabashedly.

The night opened with a lively student MC working the crowd and introducing the performers. First on stage were two Ecuadorians, one of whom is my new friend Federico (Fede has quite a talent with the guitar). One was playing the guitar and the other a ukulele. The instruments and singing were very good, but nothing to write home about.

Next came Bolivia with its flashy, intricate, ornate, but not gaudy, and not in the least ostentatious costumes. The golds and blacks glimmering in the stage light. His vestment was the skinned hide of fiery red Chinese parade dragoon. And they leaped and they danced and they shook their bells and stomped their golden moccasins. It was only towards the end of the dance that I realized that I knew her, I was so enthralled in the display that I did not see my class mate but this wild grinned Boliviana in all the finery of her regalia.

An Argentinean and her Ecuadorian partner did want might have been the Tango. It was certainly provocative, but not sensual.

Then came the Peruvians. The Peruvians with their rainbow patterns on red and black. They twirled to their music that skipped as a rock across a flowing stream. They twisted, embraced, disjoined and jumped whilst standing without going anywhere. The dance was not complicated, but it had majesty in its simplicity, its vigor. There were 2 men and 2 ladies. They weaved throughout each other always finding and still seeking a new partner. I had had class with three of them this morning, and knew the last girl from a Christian group on campus. But they had transformed. It was what I imagine an electron looks like to God. The colors, the spinning, the certain destination of everywhere and no where at once.

Ecuador followed Peru in quick succession. Their dance was a story, not just because their enchanting music told you what to feel, but because the actors played their parts so decisively and with such joy. A clearing of shrouded women hunched together in black and white as the men returned home in their white shirts, black trousers, and straw hats from some task afield. But once their eyes met, the dance had begun. The black shrouds were thrown open to reveal a kaleidoscope of fine embroidery. The men tipped their hats as they grabbed their partners. They formed lines and called each other without words. Finally, a moving circle formed with a roof made of color. The women bobbed as their men weaved throughout them. My skin was tingling. I knew these my classmates, but I could not see them. They were such fervent emissaries of their home, that they had drug me there to show me its splendor. I knew they had only just been wearing tennis shoes, IPods, and halter tops, but I couldn’t see it, and I could not believe it. It was like looking into the soul of the past that shone with the vivacity of the present’s youth and the security of its infallibility.

Panama trotted on stage as if Ecuador had never happened. A small man in black pants and a white, loose fitting shirt with a Fedora style that accompanied a beautiful black woman full of such flowing elegance in her flowered hair and swinging, jade colored bubble that the memorizing reds and whites of her rapidly shrinking and flapping outward dress were not lethal.

The Dominican Republic sauntered on to the stage, both tawny and dressed in simple, light colors. She carried a light pink dress and a white, with red trim top. He had slacks and a short sleeve button up shirt with a hat that put Rick Blaine to shame. They moved like Michael Phelps swims. It was not effortless, but it was as if they were they only ones that were actually doing it, while the rest of the world pattered around in the kiddie pool. They could not do anything without a domination of skill. I am sure that it was not perfect, but my untrained eyes were too dazzled by such pronounced talent, that I could see nothing else.

Finally I saw what could have been the world’s largest butterfly. She had golden gossamer wings, a dark green top, skin that was the thick dark red-brown of exotic wood and a glittery sherbet skirt. Not only did she flap and whirl her wings, stretching them as if to fly and then cocooning herself into a solid wall of diaphanous glimmer, but she moved unearthly so. Her body was uniquely and acutely segmented, each part at once wholly independent of the rest. I say that her gesticulations matched the music only in the beauty of their alien allure.

I could not even hear the crowd shouting “OTRA VEZ!” (another time, encore) at the top of its lungs by the end of the night. I only knew that it was magnificent, and I was there. I was glad it ended so I could know how fantastic it truly was in comparison to the everything else.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Mi primero dia en universidad EARTH













I love EARTH university. It feels like a mix between a high school and a college. However, I think that is a construct of its size (only 400ish) and the cultural differences. I think if I was more skilled in the language and everything was not so new to me, I would be bored or feel restrained.
Everyone is so nice here. However I had a 4 hour lab at 6am on 5 hours of sleep that did not feel so nice. Plus, I was handling copious amounts of pig semen and trying to understand insemenation and ovular cycles of livestock in Spanish.
I went to a nearby town( Guapiles) to my friend Angelo's house. It was fun. we talked, eat new foods, and visited some friends of Angelo's that were nice and had a really beautifully carved wood door with a peacock on it.
Angelo is 20 something and has glasses. Ferdenando is 28 and has a striped shirt on. they are both Ticos. Toni is from Honduras and is 21. They are second years that hang out together. Angelo is my vecino(neighbor) and has been helping me since my class today was with him. The girl is Angelo's friend form Guapiles.
If not for other committiments and wanting to see my family and friends I coudl already see myself wanting to spend a long time here, or at least extend my smester to a full year. I really hope this ends up being the case.
I feel like I am in Harry Potter a little bit because everyone is groups by years here. Well, this place does feel magical.


Hello Earth













Here are some fotos from my first two days touring the campus witht he other two pasantes(it means someone doing a short stay for study or investigation) Dru from Canada and Tanner from Oklahoma. Dru is going to be a student like me, and Tanner is working in a lab with Chagas disease. Also there was a vetrenary student that is form El Salvador, but lives in Costa Rica that was with us ( I don't remember her name Ann Maria maybe).
We found these red berries that they use to dye clothes so I went native. I saw that bug the first night. It was a beetle as big as my thumb from the knuckle that got a whole lot bigger and flyier once it popped out its wings. My campus reminds me of Jurassic Park, but they did film part of the movie close by, so that makes sense.


Adios Valle Central








Leaving was only sort of bittersweet. I had a wonderful time, and I met amazing people, but I was beginning to sense stagnation, and I was eager to go to EARTH university. I took a bus from San Jose to Earth University with all of my luggage. It was an adventure, but I arrived with happy ending, and the ticket only cost like $2.
The top pictures are of my dance instructors Mario and Cyndi, the family from Soda Chante, my teacher from the language school and I, and the family that I stayed with: Francisco Sr., Francisco Jr., Rosemary, Monse, Julian, Adrian, and Gabriella.